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i may not be the cutest guy..

Dec. 31st, 2009 | 05:31 am
mood: calmcalm

I know that we barely know each other for long..
and i am not someone older that you expect..
nor am i some one good looking...

everytime when i view your blog, is always filled with sadness...
how i wish i could be the one to being you happiness again.

loving someone has no age limit nor race control.. 
love is about 2 different person coming together and make things work..

I maybe still young, but i do experience a lot.. far too much i would say..
I hope little yoshi will be strong and happy again...

remember, you are not alone.. you still have someone here...or at least a friend...

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i got a slave tattoo on my forehead.

Dec. 26th, 2009 | 01:08 pm
mood: pissed offpissed off

Some times i really wonder why am i in this place call earth. 
From young, i have to be independ and take care of myself and learn to get my own food.
During time were my cousin they all come over my place and play during CNY, if there is anything that happen to them, my name will be the 1st one to be blamed. 

Right now when i have a cousin at my place staying with me since young, same thing happen again. 
I have to help to get rice most of the time
I have to take the blame when he isnt doing well
and it seems like I am a slave for life. WTF!

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self control..

Oct. 24th, 2009 | 08:24 pm
mood: bouncybouncy

why sometimes human cant have self control over things that they know is wrong?

i feel bad when i start to scold. does scolding really help? it did for me.. but now i no longer know...

this will be my last lap. and my last few moments to try again.

i will train them well for now.. JIA YOU!!!

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wondering...

Oct. 20th, 2009 | 12:25 am
mood: annoyedannoyed

must things really end it like this?
all i was thinking is at least a friend.

nobody knows what you are thinking...
you suddenly turn to someone who doesnt talk.
and just show attitude.

all i request is to meet somewhere between us..
and you just attitude.. and even delete me in FB...

TOTAL LOSER!

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feel so nice to be...

Oct. 15th, 2009 | 01:23 pm
mood: bouncybouncy

2nd day to be back to my lovely country..
i miss alot of things over here... esp the food!!! haha
right now i have nothing in mind. jus wish to do well for my studies and get a part time job to work and earn some spare cash for my holiday.. provided if i can save up in time! hahaha

i so miss laksa now.. and some of the nice food around.. :)
i wan to do sports!!! many many sports!!! 
i shall not think so much with relationship now.. i got a group of nice ppl around that care for me.. so i shouldnt disappoint them so much. the past is the past... jus let it be a lesson learned.. 

wooohooo~! :)

Have a nice day to me and all :)

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day 2 @ Muar

Oct. 2nd, 2009 | 04:39 pm
mood: boredbored

The night at my staff hostel given by them was... slightly below average.
Spiders everywhere...! Haha is like we are spider man's friends...

is a super small room, without any air con. To be able to fall asleep is an amazing thing. But, you will sleep all the way because of the poor fan and stuffy room. We choose not to open the window is because we didn’t want to have mosquitoes to get in. And the worst thing is that the place we are staying at doesn’t have an internet connect! Haha luckily, I was able to get over them. Think army do train ppl well..! Haha but those boys abit hard to get over with.

We had a hard time to settle our meals. They wanted cooked food, but I jus wanting to settle with bread, maggie or biscuit.
We manage to get our asses up and go to work today. And I can’t believe I sit in the office doing nothing from 0830 to 1730. Haha

but of cos we did do abit of planning of the things that we need to do... haa oh well... our day is ending...and there is work tmr! Faint!!!

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day one of Muar

Oct. 1st, 2009 | 02:23 pm

it has been 3 hrs plus and we have yet to reach our "work place", the mushroom farm.

things wasn't so organise like what I expected. is bad, bad and very bad so far.
we are now at a stop to take a break. seem like another long way later.

suppose to be a Indian driver, let's call him no. 1. words from my teacher is that they are suppose to send us str8 to the farm. with out any change of transport. but when we cross the Malaysia custom and few kilometres later, we stop at one if they petrol station. there is his friend I think. Indian driver no. 2.

this time his van is a different one. more nicer compared to driver 1. no2 is quite friendly, but seem very cheeky to me also..

being the oldest in the group, I was asked to take care of the others. so I need to be extra careful for their safety too.

the only thing in mind now is to hope that we got a nice room, and there is Internet!!! haa think those are things that most ppl need when they are traveling. slave for technology.

end 1200 hrs

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am i still with you ?

Sep. 27th, 2009 | 05:46 pm
mood: blankblank

1 and half day of no news from you. and if i am goin to confront to you.. i think i will already know what are your replies.
or you already too use to expect me to always contact you first?

this weekend i bet you were touring some place with your school.. and you are goin to tell me that you dun have internet, only ur room has.. rite? Yeah i totally understand you not being able to use your laptop..

how about the prepaid card that you buy from China? What you are goin to tell me will be,
never bring?
too busy moving here and there?
no time?

or no heart...?

where is all ur promises that you will contact me and call me? only for the first week of your trip? or you got too much fun that you forgotten about me? i really not sure what you want from me..

a min you are loving..

a min you are cold...

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confused once again

Sep. 26th, 2009 | 02:26 pm
location: 1.2610,103.8238

jus testing this application that I jus download from iTunes store.

why will this thing make me think so much again.. I tried to hack care. but I can't.

what's wrong with me?

I am feeling so down now. and yet I got no one to turn to. but thx est for being my listening ear. I need a get away from city..

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do you still love me?

Sep. 21st, 2009 | 08:44 pm
mood: confusedconfused

our feelings seems to be fading.. 
i start to notice something... if i dun start to msg you..
you will never start to msg me first.

i care and miss you every single mins and secs..
what is love to you my darling..?

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